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SPIRITUAL CENTER
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Discipline
Excerpt from
FOUNDATION
TO ALL FREEDOM
Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all
lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
The Satanic Bible
Between the push and shove of kids and work, in those
quiet, reflective moments of life, I often think back to my Bible College
days. There stood a skinny energetic 21 year-old first year student who was on
the brink of changing the world for Christ. With the clothes on my back, a 10
speed bike, tent, books and a well used bible, nothing stood in my way. Friday
nights found me down town Toronto, talking to the homeless about Jesus’
love. Everywhere I went, I shinned an irrepressible enthusiasm for life.
Today I am forced to ask, what happened. Good job, two
teenage daughters, a beautiful apartment furnished with all the latest
technology and, yes, a desire to serve God diluted into the mix of the modern
complex lifestyle. Eighteen years of gradual change and I am only a remnant of
the man I once was in my youth. Desires for better things, car, home,
vacation, fears for my girls, worries of job security, have all choked the
blazing heart dream which once burned bright and clean. So I must ask myself
another question. How can I rekindle my first love, fulfill the heart dream I
was born with, while living in my present responsibilities? Are they
reconcilable?
The answer is yes!
Discipline is a fixed resolve to daily say no to wrong and
yes to right no matter the cost or pain. It steadfastly swims against the
relentless cultural current which swells around and over us, babbling soft
compromise in our ears, promising weary flesh easy warmer waters if we would
only surrender to its unremitting flow.
Discipline turns off a great movie when it goes where you
do not want to. Spending important time with the kids when a favorite game is
on TV. Greatest of all, discipline faithfully swims toward the heart dream, to
fulfill who you want to become.
Without discipline there can be no freedom. You will be
enslaved to fickle emotions, capable only of functioning within the thin
margin of how you feel moment by moment. There will be no confidence,
consistency or capacity to meet goals, and for some, an inability to do even
simple tasks like dishes or cleaning the house.
Lifestyles of the Rich in Spirit
Within you there are two opposing forces, fighting for control over the
decisions you make throughout your life. One pleads for instant gratification,
the other to fulfill the good dreams of the heart. Everyone is born with heart
dreams, they come from a human aspiration for distinctiveness, the hunger for
personal purpose and are seeds planted into the fetal soul by the hand of
God.. Our dreams are what makes us individual in a vast anonymous world, a
self-portrait painted by a inner yearning to be complete. Opposite to this is
the hunger for instant gratification. The flesh instinct for immediate
fulfillment reduces us to mindless animals in a numberless herd, shepherded by
rudimentary impulses of fear and desire. Flesh hunger requires no faith, needs
no dreams or thought, simply the sacrificing of the will to a barbarous
appetite for gratification.
Discipline is an activity of faith toward the heart dream.
It sacrifices momentary pleasure and establishes a lifestyle rhythm which
defines our difference from the communal. Sometimes it stands alone and cold,
sweats and groans whilst others lay in comfort or revel in pleasure. It says
yes to the hard and no to the easy path. The cost of a disciplined life will
always force us inward where the blazing spirit cries for release, burning
down the walls of mediocrity so our inmost features can shine through for all
the world to see.
Healthy Pain of Discipline
Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm
yourselves also with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his
body is done with sin.
1Peter 4:1
Our inner radiance can only be birthed in the pain of
discipline. It is the labor of faith breaking the hold of flesh. But when
dreams are fulfilled, pain is forgotten.
But this is the age of grace, Christ bore our pain on this
cross. However grace does not mean pain free living. In fact courageous
discipline will bring pain. That is because discipline does not come
naturally. Weight training is an example of a will-war against the body’s
natural tendency toward the path of least resistance. The last thing a body
builder wants is to be comfortable. Pain is a sign of a successful workout. No
pain, no gain, and the eventual gain will result in physical strength and
fulfillment of a personal goal.
A fallen world constantly summons our fallen nature to give
up the good fight, give in to the flow. "I have covered my bed with
colored linens from Egypt. I have perfumed my bed with myrrh, aloes and
cinnamon. Come, let's drink deep of love till morning; let's enjoy ourselves
with love! (Proverbs 7:15-18)" It can be painful to say no to the soft
warm bed of compromise. When you starve the flesh-hunger there is pain. Feed
it and you will secure an immediate rush of gratification and well-being which
can bring relief from depression and emptiness. Consequently, so many find it
impossible to overcome addiction and compulsive behavior and move on to live
productive, disciplined lives. Changing a pattern of living involves time, the
emotional rewards of accomplishment and joy may not be felt for weeks. The
quitting process can be filled with periods of emptiness and meaninglessness.
A loss of vision and hope.
Vision Builds Discipline
Swimming into the current takes faith. Faith in God and ourselves. When
tackling something as powerful as smoking or insidious as Internet
pornography, many have not the faith to see themselves in the end, free and
happy. They simply cannot envision the light at the end of a dark, hopeless
tunnel. The temptation of immediate satisfaction is too potent. Dieting is an
excellent example of this. A recent study has shown that half of all North
Americans are considered obese. Yet information on the diverse effects of
obesity is everywhere, and the resources for weight loss is equally plentiful
from fat blocking pills to calorie-reduced foods. But the one missing
ingredient to weight loss is becoming rarer to find and cannot be bought on
the grocery shelf. Discipline. The resolve may be there, the desire to become
thin may consume, but if there is no vision and hope, and when the pain comes
the attempt will fall to the floor. We must believe that the pain is worth the
finished product, looking and feeling better.
The discipline of fasting takes vision. The single reason
many are incapable of journeying fasting’s lonely path is they lose the
vision of why they fasted in the first place. Present pain overpowers future
glory. The image of themselves free, healed, self-controlled, and refreshed
fellowship with God is lost in present cravings. The fast becomes empty and
oppressive, a law instead of a joyous journey. I will never fast again,
as it served only to discourage and belittle, not lift and build strength over
an out-of-control flesh.
Does the very word discipline give you shudders of
apprehension? Yes, discipline acts as a law to your flesh, but to be
successful we must not forget God’s promises. They are the stuff from which
dreams are made, injecting eternal hope into any attempt you make in
overcoming the flesh. His promises make discipline possible, without them we
are reduced to trusting in our own strength. While in present pain it is easy
to lose sight of presiding grace. And grace always nurtures vision. "I
can do everything through him who gives me strength (Phil. 4:13)." That
is vision. And any time you feel you cannot do it, it is simply because you
are looking at you and not Christ.
Fears, doubts and past failures all want to rise up any
time you try to make hard changes. The highest act of discipline is to control
your thinking. To believe you can. This is where we must fix our mind on
Jesus. Without Him all our efforts fall to the ground and die. Without Him
this would be just another useless positive thinking, self-help, inner
awaking, get in touch with your feelings book. But because of Jesus, we can
tap into an authority higher and more excellent than any addiction, granting
even the weakest among us victory.
Discipline is an exercise of vision and faith. No matter
how lost you feel in gaining control over your life, discouraged in trying to
do anything against the cravings of the flesh, the Word promises that little you,
in Christ, can do ALL things. Walking in discipline has nothing to do with how
hard you try, but everything to do with where your mind is focused. That light
at the end of the tunnel is none other than Jesus and He is with you in your
darkest hour.
We know what it is to suffer for years in black
hopelessness. The truths in this book come out of God meeting us in our
darkest time. They work because they are living promises, filled with Holy
Spirit power. You can become all that you and God want you to be because Jesus
says so. The promises of God enable you to walk free in a fallen world. And
you can fail as many times as you like, it will not change the promises of God
for they are good and true. |